Today is the first day of the rest of your life

Life is full of cliques’ we live by them.

 But the one that says ‘Today is the first day of the rest of your life’ is very important today, especially for me.

I am fed up with my life. I am expected to be here for everyone, if I don’t answer calls, text, emails, I get accused of not caring, not speaking, disappearing. But I have sent a text to 4 people this morning because I feel very down and sad, and guess what, not one person bothered to ask how I was. The one that did answer was concerned about themselves.   

In my relationship, I never push, all I ever asked is text or call me occasionally, tell me you’re thinking about me. But I get kicked into touch,.

Yes I know, I should do something to occupy my mind, but it easier said then done. I pretend my life is so busy, maybe that is the trouble, but even when I say life is quiet, it seems ten times worse.

I go out of my way to see people, arrange things, meet them for lunch etc, then as the last minute they say they can’t do it because something important has come up… ya right!!!!!

Today I have sorted cupboards, put stuff in boxes for charity, and stuff for the rubbish.

I am bored but I do have a spotless house, and tidy organised cupboards. J

I feel better for writing this, for few moments at least… still NO ONE WILL READ IT ANYWAY...
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Take care