Me: I started mine to help me get though a time in my life when I felt no one cared about me.
The posts became information after research, which now have been been published in a book of the same name as this blog.
Poetry, stories, and stepping stones, all helped. I kind of hoped in turn it would help others but 12 months down the line, no one follows me, no one reads my blogs. Maybe that's a good thing and maybe not.
Life seems to chug along quite nicely, then one day the dark black all consuming clouds blight my days again. Tonight is one of them.
It's 2.00am I can't sleep the tears are rolling down my face as I write this, why?
Well the main reason is I feel lost, lonely and forgotten.
My phone used to ring continuously or buzz with text messages or emails. these days is hardly does either.
There for everyone when they need me...........But!
I am embrassed to admit that I went to the supermarket just to talk to someone..... even if it was just to hear a grumpy assisant (they must have been having a bad day too) say three pounds twenty five, and do you have a loyalty card.
Oh well guess I am not the only one out there, ans writing it down makes me feel better.
The tortoise will reteat back into her shell now, and thank goodness tomorrow is Sunday.....
Lonely
Surrounded by love
Or so that they say
surrounded by love
Be that as it may
Surrounded by torture
day after day
Surrounded by happiness
Or so that they say
surrounded by guilt
Be that as it may
Surrounded by strangers
Day after day
Am I alone here
Surrounded by fear
Am I alone here
Or holding you dear
Can I come back now
Or do I stay here
surrounded by strangers
surrounded by fear
I just don’t understand it
why do I feel so alone
Am I alone here
Or holding you dear
Surrounded by strangers
Surrounded by fear.....
Surrounded by strangers day after day
Surrounded by lovers be that as it may
surrounded by anyone
who just gives a damn
after all
I'm only one .........
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