I am trying not to think; when I do my thoughts follow me around. Eventually I run in to myself again.
When the dark invades the room, it doesn't invade my mind. Every night I lay awake, going over conversations in my head. Did you say that, what did you mean, why, where. I hope on hope that my brain will give me the answers. But alas it doesn't.
I am still no further forward than I was 6 years ago. My life is going full circle, how do I stop it. I can't turn back the clock, and even if I could would I want to?
Life is a wall to climb, some of us climb over the top easy, others take longer, some of us feel we get to the top and get our fingers stump on so we fall to the ground and start again and again and again.
Till one day the wall becomes impossible to climb, say to ourselves, that's it... I quit....
Become lifeless, meaningless and empty.
Speaking of emptiness, there was a time today when my whole body felt completely devoid of life and utterly without meaning, because .................
Life is, what is life.
But remember
Work against the tide do things differently
Failing is fine – don’t go for 2nd best
Dream – but reality is fine too
Don’t dwell on the past – live here, live now, live in this moment, it’s the only one that matters
You don’t have to prove anything to anyone, justify anything, or even show it. Have you own belief system
Make a little space for yourself each day, where you do absolutely nothing
Have a sense of humour; see something funny in everything life throws at you.
Be happy, smile it doesn't cost anything

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